I can't lose someone elseI think about all the time we spent together,
and realize that the sum of that is lighter than a feather.
If only I had spent more time with you,
If only I had known that you would pass through.
Now I just wish I could go back in time,
to prevent the horrible accident, the evil crime.
That drunk driver hasn't even gotten what he deserves,
he ran out of the country, he fled like a bird.
Now nobody knows where he went,
and all I can think is "Why Dad?"
He is gone and now my life has a huge gap in it,
and after all that has happened, I don't even feel sad.
Well, maybe I do, maybe I am depressed,
but if so, where are all of the tears? Do I feel any stress?
Have I lost the ability to cry?
Am I too busy trying to enjoy myself to feel sad?
Ever since you left this world, I became worrisome.
Every time Mom is late getting home,
I stop what I'm doing and call her cell phone.
I don't like worrying, but it can't be helped.
I can't lose someone else. I can't...
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